I like my bubble. I don't like leaving it. It's warm and cosy and safe and nothing can hurt me. When I do leave it, shit hits the fan and my reality kicks in and it bums me out majorly. Can't I just stay in here with you forever?

Living In Wonderland xo

Going To Live My Life To Destroy Your World.

I've been an emotional mess this whole summer. This was meant to be a great summer full of fun, drink, parties, 21st birthdays and no worries, but it hasn't. Well it has technically, but not always in a good way. I've had fights with people I thought I'd never fight with, opened my eyes to the truth about a lot of people finally, put myself through misery and a slow and painful heartbreak, fucked up my life in little but damaging ways, and now I'm literally at a life crossroad and if I go one way or the other either way I'm going to be pretty miserable. I don't like when people ask me what do I want to do, because I don't know what I want to do tonight let alone what I want to do with my life. The only thing I am honestly passionate about is fashion and make up, but the second I turn around and say to my family or friends that that's what I want to do they give me this "look", you know the one, the kind of look that says "yeah yeah sure you might want to pick something worthwhile instead that'll give you more money", but I've never been motivated by money. All I've ever wanted to be is happy in life and do things that I find interesting but the second I try to do it I get berated and scorned for it. So now I'm just begging people to tell me what to do, because I honestly haven't a fucking clue what to do. If anyone knows what I should do with my life please let me know. I'd love to go oer to London and start fresh or something and be a new person because no one over there will know the difference.

Let the good times roll on pleeeeeeeeeease.

Rant over, my apologies

Living In Wonderland xo

My Favourite Picture of All Time

Whoever took this photo deserves a medal. The look on Grace's face says it all I love love love it. I actually want to frame this photo!

Priceless.

Living In Wonderland xo

Smile, though your heart is breaking

I love this photo. Karl is actually smiling. Didn't think that existed.

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ATTENTION

Pennys now do clogs. I think I'm over them now (was I ever under??). Not being a snob but now it means that every single girl out there is going to have a pair that are going to fly off their feet in the middle of a club during a rousing dance version of "Come On Eileen" or something and thwack me square in the face. Don't think I would be able to handle that very well to be honest, so for me, clogs are ooooooootta thurr.

Living In Wonderland xo

BALLS. I HAS THEM.

Haven't been able to post at all because my life has been all over the place in the past 2 months. I fucking hate people. Not just people. People who are meant to be my friends. Mainly girls actually, I don't know how girls can turn lesbian because I sure as hell wouldn't be able to take the double standards, bitchiness, back stabbing and hypocrisy the entire time. There are, I'd say, a handful of girls who I could honestly not want to kill right now. These people are meant to be my friends but yet they turn around and send me messages that absolutely shatter me and destroy my heart and then they don't have the balls to say a fucking word to my face, but yet have no qualms about saying things to my brother about me on a night out. My own brother! Christ almighty I need a vacation. I need my mother. Quite possibly the only woman in the world who hates women as much as I do right now.


GOD I WISH I WAS A BOY. At least if this shit happened to a guy you could just deck him square in the nose, call him a faggot then shake hands and make up eventually. You call a girl up on something she's done wrong and you are bitch of the century and nobody likes you for telling the truth.

I need a stiff drink and a smoke.

Sincerely hope your life isn't as shit stormy as mine is at the moment!

Living In Wonderland xo

Sex Appeal. I has it.

Christina Hendricks for Esquire Magazine April 2010.

My gosh she is sex on a stick. Like her curves are what make her so gorgeous. Big boobs, big hips, that ass, her TINY waist and fabulous long slender legs. Ugh. She oozes sex appeal without over sluttifying it. You could balance a tea tray on her boobs they're so perfect. Wow. Figure goal for this summer thank you very much!!

Can't wait until these exams are over. One more day then I'm freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee fallllllllllinngggggg. There had better be some type of lampshade on my head when I wake up on Friday morning/afternoon.

Happey Wednesday

Living In Wonderland xo